forward motion hidden
somewhere in all this
a rock
hard place
but relative lap of luxury
not wanting materiality
just materialization
so these efforts are not for
naught
more expended
recent years
by now everyone smelling
my anxiety
forward
forward
or even back
anywhere but here
temporary trap
temporary meaning
fill days to the brim
so they lapse quicker
if days could be weeks
these months could disappear
